Saturday, December 9, 2017

Slaying Old Demons: Part 3

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Fear; it is the mind killer.  It forever psyches us out and makes us doubt and cringe.

It could even be said that society itself is founded on fear.  That's what philosopher Thomas Hobbes seemed to think.  He claimed that in the state of nature, human life is solitary, nasty, brutish, and short because everyone is at war with everyone else.

Julia Braddock finds herself at war with two enemies; one in the form of an unstoppable monster, the other in the form of her very past itself.

The monster Julia Braddock has to deal with is known as Blitzkrieg.  His very name and presence invokes fear for those who have to confront him.  But not for Julia; Julia is from the proud Braddock line and she fears nothing.  She fears no one.  She has faced down and fought against tougher obstacles and more difficult challenges than the one Blitzkrieg presents and come out victorious.  She’s watched her sister, the famous Glory Braddock, defeat opponents larger and more powerful than Blitzkrieg and she came out victorious.  Julia knows she can pull off a similar feat against Blitzkrieg in the first round of UWA’s End of Year Tournament.

Now this particular tournament is not without its own unique motivation.  This isn’t just about being able to puff out your chest and declare yourself to be the best because you won a tournament.  It will be a tournament with the UWA World Championship on the line.  It is Julia’s second opportunity to potentially become UWA World Champion since she joined the company.  This won’t be an easy task for The Kensington Knockout.  If she wants to be UWA World Champion, she’ll have to win four matches in one night, and one of those matches will be against the monster Blitzkrieg.

The notion that she should be afraid of him or intimidated, however, is offensive to Julia.  She is a warrior, tried and true.  She has fought against worse odds than this.  For Julia, this is just another day in the office.  And she definitely does not fear him or any of the other competitors that she may have to go up against in this tournament.

What she does fear, however, is the one opponent she will do anything and everything within her power to avoid having to deal with: her own past.

That past reared its ugly head in the form of her drug dealing ex-boyfriend Jacob Samson.  Julia and Jacob used to engage in wild nights of drug use, abuse, and partying.  Those nights of drug abuse nearly ruined Julia’s professional career and personal life.  In fact, were it not for a unique intervention from Aphrodite Noel, Julia may have ended up without a career, in jail, or dead.

Aphrodite went to a great deal of trouble to not only help Julia get clean but to also craft for her a new public image and a new life, a life that would not include drugs in any way shape or form.  Julia thought that her past was behind her.

She was wrong.

Now Jacob is back and he wants Julia back in his life.  He claims he has information on Julia, information that would ruin her newly crafted public image and he is using this information to try to blackmail her into rejoining him in the life of drug dealing and partying.  But the question remains…what is this dirt that Jacob Samson has on Julia Braddock?  What information could he possibly have that would make her consider throwing everything she has away?

Julia Braddock finds herself pacing around the parking lot area of the arena shortly after UWA Outbreak has come to its conclusion.  She beautiful British lady is nervously checking her watch every so often as she impatiently awaits on someone’s arrival.  Who that someone is could be anyone’s guess.  But what is definitely true is the fear that is etched across her face.  Fear of what may come as a result of this meeting she will have.

She is afraid because this is all too familiar territory for her.  It is reminiscent of what got her involved in drugs in the first place.  She hooked up with Jacob Samson and got involved in drugs and partying because she was afraid; afraid of not living up to the standards of being a Braddock.  The pressure of being so great became too much, she was afraid of letting her family down, so she caved in and started doing drugs as a crutch to get her mind off of her troubles.  She didn’t realize until it was far too late that they would just merely create many different new troubles for her.

Now Julia finds herself in a similar predicament, where she will have to make a decision on how she will deal with her fears, this time her fear of her past.  She hopes she has made the right decision…

Headlights catch Julia’s attention.  The headlights start to head in her direction.  These headlights belong to a vehicle that drives slowly up to Julia’s position, coming to a stop in a nearby parking spot.  Julia Braddock takes in a deep breath and makes the sign of the cross over her forehead and chest before approaching the vehicle and speaking under her breath.

“It’s now or never…”

Julia watches the driver’s side door open and it isn’t Jacob Samson who exits the car; instead it is Julia’s sister, Glory Braddock, who exits the vehicle.  The Kensington Knockout immediately makes her way over to Glory, and Glory as well makes her way to Julia.  The sisters meet somewhere in the middle and embrace in a tight hug.

“Great to see you, Julia!”

“I’m just glad you came, Glory!”

The siblings break the embrace.  Glory grins as she looks her sister over, nodding approvingly.

“You look good, mate.  Real good.”

“Thanks.”

“And from what I can tell you look pretty good in the ring.” Glory adds. “I mean, you may have gotten off to a bit o f a slow start in UWA but every match has been competitive and then there’s this tournament coming up.  You have to be anxious about that?”

“You could say that.” Julia admits with a nod of her head. “But I’m not worried.  Everyone thinks I should be worried, considering I’m facing Blitzkrieg in the first round, but I am not worried.  I know damn well what I am capable of and I know I can defeat him.”

“And more importantly,” Glory places a hand on her shoulder “you can become world champion.  You have it in you.”

“Of course I have it in me,” Julia says with a smirk “I am a Braddock, aren’t I?”

The two sisters chuckle light-heartedly.

“You know, Julia, you really have come a long way, not just in your talent but in your confidence.  You believe in yourself, you are strong, and you do not seem to be afraid of anything.  You have made tremendous progress since you first started in this business in late 2012.  I’m proud of you.”

Julia hates hearing that because it isn’t really true.  Julia did make her professional debut in September of 2012 and it was shortly after her debut that she got caught up in drugs.  She got her start in drugs because she was overwhelmed with the fear that she would not be able to live up to the mightily high standards of the Braddock Wrestling Family.  Yes, Julia did manage to get herself clean.  But has she really and truly erased that fear?  Has she really and truly become a stronger person?

It’s just like Jacob Samson pointed out; Julia has never told anyone of her drug problem outside of close family and friends.  She fears how the public, including her fans, would react to this knowledge if they knew the truth.  And there is still one piece of information that no one knows about except for Julia and Jacob; something that she has kept close to herself.  It is that piece of information that Jacob is blackmailing her with.  She realizes if she just came out with everything, came out with the truth, then Jacob would have nothing to threaten her with.

But Julia isn’t certain that she is strong enough to do that.  The look of uncertainly, the look of nervousness on Julia’s face seems to tell the story of someone who is upset about something and potentially hiding something.  Glory Braddock immediately takes notice of this.

“Julia, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing.” Julia insists, shaking her head. “Nothing at all.  I’m fine.”

“No, something is wrong.  I can tell.”

“Glory, I…” Julia’s voice trails off as she considers how to handle this.  She does want to talk to her older sister Glory about this, but she isn’t sure how to approach her. “…I mean, I do want to talk to you about something, just not out here.”

“Fine, then let’s go inside the arena.” Glory remarks, motioning to the entrance. “It is rather chilly out here anyway.”

“No, not inside the arena.” Julia shakes her head vehemently. “Definitely not there.”

“Then where?” Glory asks, shrugging her shoulders.

“Uh…” Julia looks around for a good, safe place.  She finally lays eyes on Glory’s vehicle and nods her head. “…there, your car.”

“My car?” Glory asks again with some confusion.  Julia nods her head.  “Alright…fine by me.”

With that, Glory and Julia approach the vehicle again.  Glory enters the driver’s side and Julia steps in through the passengers’ side.  Once the two are inside and the doors are shut, Glory turns her curious gaze back to Julia.

“So tell me, Julia…what’s wrong?”

“My ex-boyfriend is back.”

“Ex-boyfriend?” Glory’s face curls up into one of confusion.  This is a name she never heard before and Julia can tell that Glory is lost.

“My ex-boyfriend’s name is Jacob Samson.  He and I were dating when I still had my drug problem.”

“Ah, I get it.  Jacob, I imagine, did drugs too?”

“Yes, and he still does.” Julia remarks.

“Tell him to get lost.  You don’t need that shit in your life, mate.”

“It isn’t that easy, Glory.” Julia says, sounding somewhat frustrated. “Damn it, you always make it sound easier than it actually is.  You just have no idea what I’m up against here!”

“Then explain it to me.” Glory snaps back. “It wasn’t that long ago that you finally got yourself clean.  You don’t need any of that shit back in your life.  So tell me, why can’t you make him go away?”

“Because he has information against me!” Julia exclaims. “He says he has evidence that proves I was a drug abuser and that he plans to release it to the world.  I can’t take the risk…I…”

“Whoa, let me stop you right there.” Glory interrupts. “This is one druggie, one little druggie, and you honestly think that he can prove you were one too?  He has nothing on you, Julia.  There’s no way he has anything on you.”

“Glory…”

“Just tell him to bugger off!” Glory remarks, continuing to ignore Julia.

“Glory, it isn’t that simple…”

“Yes it is!” Glory snaps back. “You don’t need him back in your life!  Get a restraining order!  Get…”

“I WAS HIS PROSTITUTE!”

Glory immediately silences herself after hearing Julia shout this out loud.  She is stunned upon hearing this revelation.  Julia is in tears now as she nods her head.

“We bought most of our drugs with cash but there were times that we were short on money and it was then that Jacob pimped me out to other dealers he knew.  In exchange for sex those other dealers would give us drugs.  We split them evenly.”

Julia reaches up and wipes some tears out of her eyes.  Glory can do nothing but stare and listen at this incredible story.

“See?  I’m sure he has something that he could use against me, some piece of evidence.  Considering everything that we did together…the drugs, the prostitution…and he has threatened to tell everyone about my past.  My family and close friends know about the drugs, so while others may turn on me for the drug revelation, you all wouldn’t.  But…but none of you knew about the prostitution…will you…how will you respond?” She shakes her head. “I can’t take the risk.  If the world were to know, I’d have very few friends left, if any at all. Jacob could destroy my life!”

“Bloody hell, he’d destroy you by reintroducing the drugs back into your life!” Glory pauses as she narrows her eyes, glaring at Julia. “That’s what he wants, isn’t it? He wants you back in his life.  He wants the ‘good old days’ of you and him running wild with the drugs?”

“Yeah…” Julia says simply through tears, confirming with a nod of her head.

“Julia, I want you to look at me when I say this.” Glory begins as she takes her sister by her chin and guides her tear filled eyes so that they meet her own eyes. “Drugs will definitely destroy you.  But what Jacob is threatening to reveal may or may not destroy you.”

“Of course it’ll destroy me!” Julia exclaims. “My family and friends, my fans, everyone who has supported me, they’ll…”

“They’ll continue to support you.” Glory remarks, interrupting Julia’s rant. “If your fans, friends, and family, if your support is worth anything, then they will continue to support you no matter what.  Jacob may tell the world that you are a drug addicted prostitute, but that is who you USED TO BE.  That isn’t who you are NOW.”

“That’s all well and good, Glory, and once again you make it sound very easy, but how the bloody hell do I make the world believe that I am NOT that person anymore, especially if Jacob does reveal it to the world?”

“Simple…” Glory smirks “…you need to beat him to the punch.”

“What?!”

“You need to tell the world the truth and have faith that your family, your friends, and everyone else who has supported you will continue to support you through thick and thin.”

“No, I can’t do it.” Julia shakes her head. “They won’t support me…they won’t believe me…”

“Yes they will support you, they will believe you.”

“How do you know?!”

“Because, Julia…” Glory places a hand on her shoulder “…I still support you.  I still love you and I am still proud of you.”

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Glory Braddock left her younger sister with a lot to think about.  Julia knows that the choice is clear.  She can either give in to Jacob Samson in hopes that he will continue to keep her secret or reveal to the world herself what she did, and in turn reject Jacob. Those are her only two viable options and she must make up her mind which direction she wants to go.  Despite the advice from her sister, despite the encouragement, Julia remains fearful.  This is a decision that has racked her body with nervousness and fear, fear of what the consequences of her decision will be.

The consequence of one option would be to fall back into the world of drugs and prostitution and, perhaps, to never be able to pull herself back out of it again.  The consequence of the other option would be to risk losing her entire support system, losing her fans and her friends because they grow disappointed in her and disgusted of her when they learn the truth.

Julia has made her decision and is ready to face the consequences.  She just needs to inform the man of the hour, her ex-boyfriend Jacob Samson.

A small rental car comes to a stop in an old parking lot that definitely looks the worse for the wear.  Braddock exits the driver’s side, shutting the door and locking it behind her.  Most would be wary of this place; it definitely would raise red flags for most.  For Julia, she’s not frightened or nervous about this place.  She is used to this area as she has been here before.  It is familiar territory for her.

This is where she would meet Jacob Samson when they were doing drugs.

Braddock begins walking away from the car and towards an alleyway.   In the dim light that oozes through a narrow gap lies the alleyway. It's the underworld of any town: gloomy and unpleasant. The vines that crawl up window sills and the crumbling plaster that envelopes the old stone bricks appear romantic at first but become daunting as the sun sets behind the skyline of chimneys. Darkness is lurking in every corner inside the labyrinth of narrow passages and dead ends. Litter is dumped on the street and birds nest amongst the sprawling rot.

“Jacob!” Julia shouts at the top of her lungs as she stops in the middle of the alleyway. “Where the hell are you?!”

There is a pause as Julia waits impatiently for a few moments that seems like an eternity.  But then…

“Hush now, babe.” That masculine voice belongs to Jacob Samson, Julia knows it.  Sure enough, the scrawny man in his torn jeans and gray hoodie emerges from the darkness. “You don’t want to draw to much attention, now do you?”

“Shut up, asshole.” Julia sneers.

“Oh I like that.” Jacob says with a leery grin. “Spunk.”

Jacob slowly approaches Julia but the British beauty doesn’t back down.  He reaches out and strokes her cheek but she swats his hand away.

“Don’t touch me!”

“You do realize that too much spunk can become annoying, right babe?”

“Then don’t provoke me, Jacob.”

“I don’t think you’re in the position to demand anything.” Jacob sneers. “Remember that I know things about you and I have evidence to prove it.  I can prove to the world exactly who you really are.”

He points a finger at Julia. “You are nothing more than a dirty little whore and a drug abuser.”

“No, you are wrong about that.” Julia shakes her head. “I am not a prostitute.  I am not a druggie.  I am Julia Braddock, sister of Glory Braddock, daughter of Glenn Braddock, former three time SWC Tag Team Champion, former UWA Hybrid Champion, former UWA Queen of the Ring Champion, former GCW Television and X Division Champion, former GCW Tag Team Champion, and former GCW World Champion.  And there’s a tournament coming up, one I intend to win, because when I win that tournament I will walk out as the new UWA World Champion.”

Jacob chuckles lightly. “Nice speech, babe, but that’s all it is; a speech.  The truth will be revealed if I ever decide to tell the world what I know and then we’ll see if your fans and friends continue to support you, because then they’ll know the truth.”

“I’ll be honest with you, Jacob, at first I was afraid of what might happen, and I was on the brink of giving you what you wanted just to guarantee your silence.  I even thought about just calling your bluff, as I wondered if you actually had any evidence in the first place.  But I realized that had I called your bluff and I lucked up and it turned out that you didn’t have anything on me, then this issue would come up again.”

“What are you suggesting?” Jacob demands.

“I’m not suggesting a damn thing.  I’m telling you what I did.  And what I did is record a promo, a promo that will be airing shortly; and in that promo I put my faith in my family and in my friends who love and care about me.  More importantly…” she points a finger at Jacob “…I am taking away any and all power you hold over me.”

“You didn’t…”

“I did,” Julia nods her head “I’m going to tell everything.  And as for you…”

She sighs and shakes her head with disgust “…you are done, Jacob.  Absolutely done.”

“No!” Jacob shakes his head vehemently and drops to his knees. “You can’t do this to me!  We had a great connection, we…”

“Just accept it, Jacob!” Julia snaps back at him. “The past is just that…THE PAST!  It is over and I have moved on.”

Julia turns and starts to walk away. “You should move on too.”

“NO!”

“Goodbye, Jacob.”



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Mark Twain once said that “Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.”

There’s been a great deal of noise made about fear lately, especially when it comes to my first round tournament match against Blitzkrieg and how I should fear the man.  But I’ll get back to that overgrown duck dynasty reject in just a moment.

First I want to talk about fear, because I think Mr. Twain has it right on the money.  Fear will always be a part of our lives.  There is no such thing as absence of fear.  You can resist fear, you can master it, but there will always be fear in some shape or form in our lives.  It is simply a part of being human.  We do, after all, fear a variety of different things.  Some people have unhealthy phobias, fears of spiders or small spaces, arachnophobia and claustrophobia respectively.

While I will state that I am not at all afraid of Blitzkrieg, I will also admit that I am not immune to fear.  There was a time I was afraid of not being able to live up to the Braddock name.  That was back in 2012 when I got my start in this wrestling industry.  My sister Glory had already been a multiple time world champion.  My father, Glenn Braddock, was legendary in his own right as an amateur in England.  The entire world, especially my home country, looked at me and expected great things from me.

The expectation from them to perform paralyzed me with fear.  I was afraid that I would let my family down and they would be disappointed in me.  I dealt with that fear in the worst possible manner; I allowed myself to get caught up in drugs.

Yes, I admit my fault.  I admit what I did wrong.  But with a strong support system that included my family and someone very special to me, Aphrodite Noel, I was able to overcome my drug problem and I became a stronger, better person because of it.  But fear was still there.  Recently I was afraid of how people might react if they ever learned the truth of my past.

But I am going to spit fear right in the face and I am going to put my trust in those who support me and care about me.  I will not let fear destroy me.

That is ultimately what Mark Twain was talking about when he spoke of mastering your fear.

Now that brings me to Blitzkrieg.

He’s big, he’s bad, and he’s powerful.  Those are three pretty damn good reasons right there why anyone in their right mind should be afraid of what Blitzkrieg can do.  And I admit, that thought has gone through my head.  I pondered what might happen when Blitzkrieg gets his hands on me.

I’m not blind, after all.  I’ve seen what he’s done to the likes of Sophie James, Rachel and Daisy Lee, and Mr. UWA…it was complete and utter destruction.  But as impressive and monstrous as he is, there is another old saying that each and every one of you should remember…

…the bigger they are, the harder they fall.  I don’t give a damn how big or powerful Blitzkrieg is, I am a Braddock and we have been beating the odds our entire career.  Hell, beating the odds is why we are a legendary wrestling family.  Beating the supposedly unbeatable is why the Braddock family truly is THE BEST IN THE WORLD!

Thanks to my sister Glory for use of her catchphrase.

So here is a little spoiler alert for anyone planning on tuning in to the end of the year tournament: Blitzkrieg is going down.

As for the rest of the tournament field?  I can tell you this, I do not fear any of them.  How could I possibly fear something I love and I absolutely love competition.  You don’t get much more competitive than a one night, single elimination tournament featuring sixteen of the very best ever to set foot inside of the UWA.

After I beat Blitzkrieg, it doesn’t matter who I end up facing from match to match.  Mya Denton or Alex London, doesn’t make a damn to me.  Either of the Lee sisters or Gwen or Lilith still doesn’t matter.  And who knows?  Maybe in the finals I’ll get the world champion herself, Sophie James, one on one?

I won’t be intimidated if it does come to me and Sophie.  I won’t be intimidated if I have to stare across the ring at either of the Lee sisters, just as I won’t be intimidated by Blitzkrieg.  The respect is there but I have mastered the fear and turned it into fuel to drive me forward throughout this tournament, motivation to allow me to push myself further than I’ve ever been pushed.

Doing some introspection, I realize that I have made mistakes in my past, in my personal life and my professional life.  I let opportunities here in UWA pass me by, slip through my fingers.  This is only the second opportunity I’ve had to leave with the UWA World Championship since Sectioned 2016.  And there have been many ups and downs since then.  I have learned a great deal since Sectioned 2016 and I am now ready to The Kensington Knockout is still a top star here in UWA, and that brings me to the next spoiler alert for anyone who is going to watch the end of the year tournament…


…I am going to be your next UWA World Champion.

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